i hope it ISN'T too late as written in the OP, I hope you're reading this. I've been a lurker on W/O for a few years, and am also a multi accounter. I remember when I first discovered the site from a post on /g/, was that you Webby?
I too struggle with this so called game of life and have been for quite a few years now, I think up all of these dreams (some might call them delusions) and believe it or not; WebOasis has been the catalyst of a whole 'ark' (so to speak) I imagined who you were, more than once, and all I know to be fact is your birthdate, country of residence and your great encyclopedia of wisdom that is somewhere in your head. I appreciated those wisdoms sporadically spread throughout the forum, admin.
I don't know if OP is still in mortal limbo, or if this was set to be automatically posted. I hope you're reading this admin, I hope you reach out to someone, anyone. Even me. Do you sometimes feel overwhelmed? I do, admin. So much that you can't experience, no matter the reason, does it drive you up the wall?
I hope you're reading this admin; if so, reach out. If not, have a safe trip.
Allow me to pay some respects to your service and brilliant mind over the past few years. I know you won't read this, but I like to talk to air.
Over the course of the time I have spent on this site, I have only directly interacted with you once. That one moment was simply to request that you restore the wolfram alpha quicksearch on the homepage so I could save a few seconds while doing engineering homework. I am not going to pretend that I understand anything about you, your philosophy, or your ideals. However, the one thing I can tell easily from the posts you have made on the chat and the various links you have posted on the forums is that you are an incredibly intelligent fellow that has more knowledge than 99% of the population on virtually all sectors of technology. It is a shame to see someone who is so knowledgeable die; especially from his own hand.
As zurigora said, this was the best website and database of information I have ever encountered. Truthfully, this website for me serves as a memento for the very first moment I decided to broaden my own depth of knowledge and start to really dive deep into technology. This was the first website I found on my own personal journey and I quickly realized how much left I had to learn. Today I have vastly improved and it is all thanks to your work on this website. I'll try to return the favor someday.
This was my favorite place on the internet because of you @Admin and it won't be the same if you aren't here. I hope you have changed your mind and know that things will eventually get better. There are a lot of people that you will make sad if you do it. I've been in a similar position to you but not for 2 months, for 15 months. I pushed through it and I am sure you can too. Talk to me if you want to, I am here.
